This title applies to me in so many ways it is so not funny. I have a tendency not to address issues unless it becomes so bad that I can barely stand it. I cannot stand it anymore.
I have this issue with relationships. Not just the boy-girl crap, but even with my friends, and I do not think that it’s obvious to anyone but me. I have an even bigger issue of telling people, “No. Please leave me alone, because I do not think you are a positive effect on my mentality towards life.” Okay, you probably get punched for saying that, but still, that’s how I think of it. I know that it sounds really dorky, or lame, but, I so don’t care at the moment.
I want to end a relationship of mine because everyone around me is like, you would be so much happier. I thought that it meant that they would not love me anymore if I didn’t end it. I just figured out that they just want me to be happy–all of the time. They don’t want my emotions to hinge on one person.
I took a census among my friends about how one person affected me and the results were sickening. I feel so weak, because I allow someone to affect my moods with words–or lack thereof–and that is NOT how it should be.
This is for all of my friends whom I love and would be no one without.